Fashion Styles that inspire me.

Fall time is one of the best times to try new things in fashion. When I think of fall fashion I think of deep, rich colors, plum lipsticks, scarves and tights, of layering. Here's fall fashion styles that inspire me.
       The first thing is big sweaters. Oversized, if you will. Big, thick and chunky sweaters are in this fall. A lot of chunky sweaters that I have are from urban outfitters. You can style these big sweaters in a lot of different ways, but my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE is when you wear them with tights, leg warmers, and boots. That's what gets me. Can't see it? Here.
The next thing that inspires me are scarves. I haven't been a big scarf person until recently. But I've seen SO much scarves and I'm determined to add to my collection. Prints are definitely a trend this year, so printed scarves are everywhere. I think mustard yellow scarves are super cute, also. Thick and chunky is the best way to go; its cute, plus it's super cozy! I've seen a lot of infinity scarves, also. Those are the circle ones that you wrap around your neck a few times. Scarves can really pull a look together and can also just be a cute peek-a-boo accessory under your coat.
     You've seen it everywhere, from shoes, to bags, to shirts. FRINGE. Not gonna lie, I've always had a thing for fringe, and I'm psyched that it's everywhere these days. I'm secretly screaming inside when I see the shirts with five inches of fringe on the bottom. Fringe automatically has a bohemian, Navaho feel to it. And it so carefree,  distressed. I LOVE IT. I strongly recommend on fringe in your wardrobe.

All things beauty .

              I recently purchased The Maybelline Eyestudio Cream Eyeshadow and thought I would give you my thoughts on it. On all the reviews that I've read they say that they think it creases too much. Nobody really likes it. But to be perfectly honest, i love it. I didn't find creasing a problem. I bought mine in Flash of Forest mainly for the green because i don't have much green eyeshadow and I'm trying to get out of my comfort zone a little bit. Anyway, today I used this trio but instead of using the green, as I had intended, I used the champagne and the brown that came with it. I applied it with my ring finger which is something I had to get used to because after years of using eyeshadow brushes I felt very unprecise, if you will. I applied the champagne color and the first things I concluded to is that it is very shimmery. Im not one of those people that hates shimmer and sticks to matte, i find myself using both. But if you don't like shimmer, you wouldn't like this color. I also realized that it was a little bit goldish or yellowish. Very pretty considering I'm a packers fan(; But to tone down the gold I placed a nude toned eyeshadow on top of it. Next, with my ring finger again, I applied the brown to the outer part of my eye. I blended it in with my fingers a little bit, and finally gave in and used a blending brush to blend it all together. To intensify the color, I added a bit of my NYX eyeshadow on top of it in the color Deep Bronze. That's the end of the shadow. I curled my lashes and applied thick black liner and added a cat eye effect to the edges. Popped that nude color under my brow and in the inner corners of my eye. And applied a turquoise eyeliner to the bottom waterline. I finished the rest of the face with bronzer and a barbie pink lip.

but it's only a memory now..

Want me to me honest? You won. You're not hurt. You're not broken. You're not lonely. You're not regretful. You don't think about last October every night before you fall asleep. I don't talk to you now because you've moved on and i haven't. And where does that leave me? Time heals everything ; that's what they say. I believed it, i still do to some extent. I don't know, i just feel like maybe things like this happen only to be a memory. I feel like when i had what i did, i didn't notice it. I didn't notice how lost i'd feel without it. Do you know how it feels to be replaced? It makes you wonder what she has that you don't. It makes you put the blame on yourself. It makes you lose interest in the good things about yourself because you're constantly trying to measure up. It's so tiring, being flawed. It's exhausting being flawed in comparison with someone who is perfect. She has everything. The looks, the personality.......you. And it's selfish, but i want her to hurt the same way i had to. There's no way i can sit back and watch her get everything while i don't , the way i have been my whole life. I know now that i'm the other girl to you. The way i see it i'm THEE girl, not the other girl. SHE'S the other girl, not the girl. It's different now, i realize that. You realize that. I've changed, you've changed. Everything has changed, i'm just slower to adapt to it. But God forbid, maybe it's not time yet. Things like this happen only to be a memory .

Trust ain't real , bro .

You know what sucks? You know what constantly lets people down? Trust. Or lack of it. Want to hear my theory? Here it is, trust ain't real. Trust isn't tangible or visible. It lets people down, it breaks people apart. Where's your proof that it's even there? My theory is that people just make it up themselves to reassure themselves that this person won't let them down. That this person will not break you because you "trust" him. ha. no. It's never that easy, you should know that by now. Don't trust trust to be the only thing holding you up.

Dear Readers:

i'm not a good cook. i don't have amazing style. i'm not good with makeup. My life isn't exciting. What am i supposed to blog about? awesome. well, i'm trying to find a new hobby! Writing could be it! thanks guise.